Emancipation

Lord why am I always neglected?
Tried my best but always rejected
Searching for love and care
Looking for someone fair
Experiencing only pain and agony
My life is been a compilation of tragedies
Cursing both outside and within
Can someone tell my forbidden sin?
Ask of friends and I have none
Parents were there but now they have gone
Mind like a volcano waiting to erupt
Body both polluted and corrupt
There is nothing more left of me
Happiness never destined to see
Wrist is slashed neck is tied
Only the body is left the spirit has died
Still only hatred in my mind dwell
As I wait for a welcome in hell